After reading Mel's journal I realize that I am sort of a different person. I have been figuring things out are now gonna change my life. Also I am starting to care more about my looks, even though I wear the clothes I wanna wear, I make sure my hair looks good and whatnot before I leave for school. I also have been getting random occuring depressions. They haven't been as bad as they have been but I pretty much get them every other day. School has become more difficult, I never struggled so much in a school year before, I am barely getting honor roll and its killing my spirits. I think I officially became an emo kid, minus the cutting. I feel life is starting to suck and that nothing good will ever come my way, I don't know why because I have gotten the most friends I ever had and I honestly don't know whats wrong with me. So this has been my rant post I guess.

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